If You Were Bullied Like Me, Don't Worry, God Will Bring Justice. Part 2

This is a letter that I sent during my time at Northeastern. I was being bullied by my roommate for the majority of my college experience, and Northeastern would not help me. They kept putting me in her face, and though I was telling them that talking to her was not working, they kept sending me into danger. I asked to move; I just wanted to leave to go into my own dorm because in my life I tend to get bullied almost everywhere I go. So best to have my own space to minimize that.

I know it's because I love Jesus, so people, if they are evil, will be mean to me. That won't change my stance for him, though. I don't know if she knew I love the Lord, but the demons in her did; that was enough to bully me. I sent another letter to them, because no one would help. They would hear my story and make me feel like I was the crazy villain, so sad since I am the one who reached out to people first to get help before it got to where it did.

As you read this, I want you to have the mindset of knowing that it is okay to stand up for yourself no matter the position of the people you are standing up to. They are not more important than you. We are all equally loved and important in the eyes of God, and so, should treat each other as such. Stand up for yourself knowing God is on your side. He guided my words and steps; let him guide you on what to do, say, and how to move. And you will be okay. God protected me from how bad it could have gotten. I thank him for that.

The letter below was to the people in positions with power that mistreated me during this situation and took things lightly. I hope all victims like me, reading this, whoever are, feels empowered.

Romans 8:31

³¹ What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?

Below, I said...

I have talked to you guys about this situation, I have been trying to get help from you guys. You guys have failed to take it seriously. I'm very sad because I reached out to you guys for help. This is not a situation where there is a simple issue that can be resolved. Amy when I first reached out to you, you recognized how I did not feel safe in the room and made a meeting to meet with me. Karyssa, you said how you thought communication styles clashing was the issue, though that was not the issue at all, in our last meeting overlooking all that I Reported. Amy in the last meeting though all voices were supposed to be heard, you silenced me when I was responding to a question Sierra had asked, and I told you I was responding to her and you still told me to let her talk which made NO SENSE.

 Mr.Nangle, you also brushed off what I was saying and told me to approach Sierra in a nice way when letting her know about what she is doing that is bothering me, when I've been nothing but nice to her, you SENT me back to the same BULLY that I had came to you about for help! I AM NOT SAFE AROUND SIERRA! I AM NOT SAFE TO GO TO THE DORM! I FEEL LIKE IF I GO TO MY DORM, I WILL GET PHYSICALLY ATTACKED BY HER! REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL SHE WAS SAYING THAT SHE WAS SO FRUSTRATED AND UPSET THAT HER HANDS WERE SHAKING! AND HOW SHE WAS TRYING NOT TO YELL AT ME? I AM IN A DANGEROUS SITUATION AND CAN'T GET HELP FROM YOU ALL!

 Nangle, your informant talked to you and informed you about this very serious situation and how I was feeling, I talked you about how I was feeling and let you know that SIERRA was doing knew crap like violating my space etc. and she was being meaner. You already knew that I was in emotional distress because I and the informant reached out to you for you to HELP me!Amy once again, you knew I was feeling unsafe to go to my dorm as you voiced in the email when you responded to me before we had our first meeting. Karyssa you work with Amy and you responded as well to my email, you all both knew I was feeling unsafe. I AM NOT SAFE WITH SIERRA! SHE'S EVIL TOWARD ME, LYING ON ME ALL THE TIME! I AM NOT SAFE AROUND SIERRA! I AM NOT SAFE TO GO OR SLEEP AT THE DORM! UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE TO GO TO THE DORM BECAUSE I CANT GET WHAT I NEED, WHICH IS AN ACCOMMODATION FOR A SINGLE ROOM WHERE I CAN HEAL ALONE IN MY OWN SPACE AWAY FROM THIS CRAZY SITUATION! AWAY FROM HER. I CANNOT KEEP GOING THROUGH EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE! 

And now she's as so bold to touch my stuff without my permission on my SIDE OF THE ROOM! She said it in the email! You guys are attached to it so I know you know! And I walked in the dorm to see my cord moved! It was hanging off the side of my bed, disconnected from my side when I told her to not touch my things. I further explained this in my response to her which you are also attached to. You guys want me to keep talking to her and talking and talking and talking and TALKING when in the process all I am doing is getting hurt, I've been calm. I walk on eggshells around her, she explodes on me with angry words and behavior and shade when I have done nothing to deserve it!  

You guys have seen me, I have been calm. RAs, you witnessed me say to her, "what you have going on is important". I have been nice and understanding despite her mean and harsh words. I've pushed down my feelings and have held back on saying harsh words when expressing how I feel despite her actions. Recently, in the last message I sent to her with you all attached in email, I finally spoke my mind not worrying about harsh words because I SPOKE THE TRUTH and needed to STAND UP FOR MYSELF. what more am I supposed to do?I try to keep distance as an attempt to prevent getting physically/verbally attacked. I don't want physical alterations! I really don't! Eventually imma see her again because we live in the same dorm If I end up getting hurt by her....if something happens to me....if I get physically attacked......at least I know I tried to get help.